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"Can I be a child of God while there is so much darkness in me?" Yes; for you, like the day, take not your name from the evening, but from the morning; and you are spoken of in the word of God as if you were even now perfectly holy.

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ugh, saket.

YOU.

You are so close to me,
i feel You inside me.
i can talk to You about anything,
about someone, about something.
You just listen so patiently.

You are here with me.
From the dawn til the night.
In the order or the mess.
You always stay.

And i thank You,
for the ride you allowed me to jump in.


i have found my love now.
it is You.

it has always been You :*

dear God

^1-7 Bend an ear, God; answer me. I'm one miserable wretch!
Keep me safe—haven't I lived a good life?
Help your servant—I'm depending on you!
You're my God; have mercy on me.
I count on you from morning to night.
Give your servant a happy life;
I put myself in your hands!
You're well-known as good and forgiving,
bighearted to all who ask for help.
Pay attention, God, to my prayer;
bend down and listen to my cry for help.
Every time I'm in trouble I call on you,
confident that you'll answer.

^8-10 There's no one quite like you among the gods, O Lord,
and nothing to compare with your works.
All the nations you made are on their way,
ready to give honor to you, O Lord,
Ready to put your beauty on display,
parading your greatness,
And the great things you do—
God, you're the one, there's no one but you!

^11-17 Train me, God, to walk straight;
then I'll follow your true path.
Put me together, one heart and mind;
then, undivided, I'll worship in joyful fear.
From the bottom of my heart I thank you, dear Lord;
I've never kept secret what you're up to.
You've always been great toward me—what love!
You snatched me from the brink of disaster!
God, these bullies have reared their heads!
A gang of thugs is after me—
and they don't care a thing about you.
But you, O God, are both tender and kind,
not easily angered, immense in love,
and you never, never quit.
So look me in the eye and show kindness,
give your servant the strength to go on,
save your dear, dear child!
Make a show of how much you love me
so the bullies who hate me will stand there slack-jawed,
As you, God, gently and powerfully
put me back on my feet.

-- Psalm 86

and for some things, we just have to leave it to God Himself.
He shall do it in His own magical way :')

cause He loves us SO MUCH.

i dunno.

doubting no more :D

three times You have reminded me, three times!!
i have no reason to doubt You, not for a single second!


"The LORD himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged." Deut 31:8

"I'm here. I'm here. I'm here." says the Father.

"Surely the LORD is in this place, and I was not aware of it." Gen 28:16


thank you so much God!!!
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