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Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

Who am I - Casting Crowns

popon i miss youuuu!

thank you-s

i,

thank you God for this life
thank you God for the great dad and the loving mum
thank you God for the geek brother and the nerd sister :p
thank you God for the cute clever pet
thank you God for the faithful best friends
thank you God for the carlton 1+4
thank you God for the good health
thank you God for the opportunity to be here
thank you God for the uni
thank you God for the part time job
thank you God for the sunny days
thank you God for the dark gloomy days
thank you God for the smiley faces
thank you God for the tears
thank you God for the old friends
thank you God for the new friends
thank you God for the delicious food
thank you God for the privilege to serve You
thank you God for the good coffees
thank you God for the bad times
thank you God for the good times
thank you God for being with me (:

is this the kind of life i want?

life's been hectic.

sehabis diperbudak uni selama berminggu2 penuh sama yang namanya engga tidur, V cans, susu, roti, teh, serbuk2 kayu, laptop, spray paint, dan urusan sana sini, ternyata tugas gw belum selesai....

janji gw ke boss buat kerja seminggu penuh dr jem 6-2 harus gw tepati... ngga tega sama diri sendiri kayaknya gw bangun jem stg 6 saat hari masi gelap dan super dingin, lalu tepar sesudahnya dan ga bisa ngapa2in. capek. tapi, janji harus ditepati.

baru hari pertama dari minggu itu ada kabar yang bikin gw harus kerja lagi seminggu penuh minggu depannya. mao nangis rasanya cuman engga bisa. huhu. gw dihadapkan sama yang namanya hati, boss gw ga bisa balik k sini dulu soalnya anaknya positif flu babi, YA! kena swine fluuuuu dr sekolahnya!!! peginya k singapore lagi, pasti dikarantina lama. jadi secara moral dan hati, gw gak tega buat bilang engga. jadi ya, minggu depan gw kerja lagi.

tapi kan ya len, abis jem 2 kan elu bisa tidurrr laaaaa... who said that gw lempar bebek sini.. hahaha engga, gw masih ada urusan buat camp grj. dan lagi2, ini masalah hati juga. bedanya, yg bisa bikin gw tetep keep going on cuman 1 alesan, soalnya gw lakuin ini buat Tuhan. terlalu baek dia, gw kaga bs bilang engga. yang Dia lakuin buat gw uda terlalu banyak banyak banyak banget (:

itu doank? engga.
i promise nie2 to help her with the website buat tugasnya dia yang due senen ini. dan juga other little things yang gw bisa bantu. but again, gw janji, gw tepati. watever it takes.

tadi masih k berwick acara 1 bulanannya matthew djiauw (:
apa gw udah gila?



but despite all of those things, gw masih sehat2 aja. badan gw capek, orang2 sekeliling gw pada sakit. tapi gw seger2 aja. bukannya ini berarti Tuhan yang sustain gw?
mungkin gw emang gila, tapi gw tau Tuhan sayaaaaaaaang bgd ama gw <3

when the road is bumpy

and when no one seems to understand,

let me hold on You and pls dont let me go...

begho

lagi nunggu proses peng-uninstall-an adobe gw dan proses pen-download-an adobe trials...... padahal gw ingin bikin tugas...........

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

(To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, copy and paste this note, erase my answers and enter your own, tag people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.)

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: water
2. Last phone call: ajup
3. Last text message: msg dr elly
4. Last song you listened to: err dr komputer kakak
5. Last time you cried: err last last week?

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: no
7. Been cheated on: hmm no
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: no
10. Been depressed: doh iya
11. Been drunk and threw up: no

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. grey
13. white
14. red

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: yes
17. Laughed until you *nearly* cried: yes
18. Met someone who changed you: yes
19. Found out who your true friends were: yes
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yes
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: no
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: hmph hampir semua
23. How many kids do you want to have: 2-3
24. Do you have any pets: yes
25. Do you want to change your name: nah
26. What did you do for your last birthday: had lunch n dinner w friends
27. What time did you wake up today: 7
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: doing work
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: HOLIDAY
30. Last time you saw your Mother: last feb
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: nothing
32. What are you listening to right now: suara kulkas
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yes
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: betapa lamanya proses uninstall ini
35. Most visited webpage: rmit, fb, hotmail
36. Whats your real name: ellen grace
37. Nicknames: ame, L, nonong, elpple
38. Relationship Status: single
39. Zodiac sign?: cancer
40. Male or female?: f
41. Elementary?: petra 7
42. Middle School?: petra 3
43. High school/college?: petra 2 / rmit
44. Hair colour: black
45. Long or short: med
46. Height: 1.59 m

47. Do you have a crush on someone? wooo basi
48: What do you like about yourself? sok nyantai padahal hardcore haha
49. Piercings: none
50. Tattoos: none
51. Righty or lefty: righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: hmm pas kepala bocor
53. First piercing: none
54. First best friend: lusiana
55. First sport you joined: lari hahaha
56. First vacation: bali
58. First pair of trainers: walah mana inget

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: nothing
60. Drinking: nothing
61. Doing: waiting
62. Listening to: kulkas
63. Waiting on: uninstalling process n donlooot

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: yes
65. Get Married?: yes
66. Career?: yes

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: hugs
69. Shorter or taller: taller
70. Older or Younger: older
71. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: hihi nice arms
73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: bwgh

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: no
77. Drank hard liquor: yes
78. Lost glasses/contacts: no
79. Sex on first date: no
80. Broken someone's heart: yes
82. Been arrested: no
83. Turned someone down: yes
84. Cried when someone died: yes
85. Fallen for a friend?: no

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: kinda haha
87. Miracles: yes
88. Love at first sight: no, attraction at the first sight
89. Heaven: yes
90. Santa Claus: no
91. Kiss on the first date: no
92. Angels: yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: no
95. Did you sing today? no
96. Ever cheated on somebody? no
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? highschool times
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? nyeh i dono
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? no
100. Posting this as 100 truths? eh harus jujur ya?? hahah jk