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there is always a meaning behind every thing
that we may not understand til quite some time
and as the brain could not comprehend
'it will be just fine'
endless questions would be asked
why why why
then cry cry cry
for what is it, Lord?
as if im catching the wind
He didnt say anything
cause He wanted to teach me something

“for my thoughts are not your thoughts,
neither are your ways my ways,'
declares the LORD.
'as the heavens are higher than the earth, 
so are my ways higher than your ways
and my thoughts than your thoughts'

and He is always right,
always.

life with a substance

i believe it is more than just a good career,
more than a grant achievement,
more than a super duper rich bf,
more than just smart arses' conversations,
more than hours of voluntary works at church,

it is about you and God.
you and your dearest friends.
and some stupid, eventful and breath-taking moments that do NOT happen everyday.


life for me is far behind that, yet
i am thankful for mine.

when i don't know how

i share my deepest thought with You.

update from today

what can i say? my day started at 7.30 am, i spent 6 hours of my day wandering ard to get my photo taken for indo's id card. then, opened my mouth for 2.5 hours for the dentist whom i have to meet again tomorrow. then, watched tv's show abt successful people under 30, feeling slightly useless and now sitting here writing my blog.

another facts; it was raining heavily in sby today.
big earthquake and tsunami hit japan today.


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ive been thinking of my useless-ness in these past few days since i set my feet on indoland until, again, He reminds me:
'therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. is not life more than food, and the body more than clothes?' -- matt 6:25