i am, si gembel.
Friday, October 30, 2009
Monday, October 26, 2009
cause the heart of life is You
despite my excitement that uni will be finished today, i am still not over to thank God for all things He has done in my life. its not me, but Christ who lives in me! Jesus is in control!
*still cant believe that i spent my day before final without the all-nighters, i slept well :''')*
okay here's to start..
the week was though. ive been dragging myself away from my bed every single morning and off to workshop until its closed *ard 5 probably?* physical and more physical work to do every single day. weather was pretty too last week, sadly i could only taste it maybe for one hour per day? anyhow anyhow, beyond of of those madness happened in workshop, my model was going pretty alright. even on thursday the whole set was kinda finished. yet i felt so anxious about it, you know, that sort of silent panic moment you have in your self, which the brain could not work out the reason. when you know everything is going to be alright but you still cant calm yourself down. friday was still hectic, been lost in hawthorn in the morning. thanks to richard for saving me from my stupidity. and was busy also later on during midday, i cut and heavily sanded a piece of foam whose the dust i hate the most. they are really fine and going straight to your lungs. my day then was closed by attending 'fa gabungan' at church. and straight away when we started the service, i really felt a deep feeling in my heart. i could not explain how, but its when you know that you are longing for something very much, something maybe in the bottom pit of your heart that cries out. i miss God. at one point, i was thinking like, God i want nothing else in this world, no one else, i just like to be here, to be close to You. the sentimental moment came straight to me since i was upstairs too all by myself. God i miss You so much <3
saturday was busy too. i ran back to city halfway through the prayer meeting for inspection. i found this cute little apartment ard city and look forward to move there soon (: it seems like yesterday, i was panicking too finding a place to move out. but i will do it right this time, I know God prepares.
as sunday goes by, my heart is filled with joy, a new hope, love from God to keep me going on. and beach was AWESOME! the most random trip ever! ellen was going to the beach and chilling a day before her final. her uni friends probably willing to kill her.
but yes, thank God again for everything. nothing was my achievement. ellen being organised is completely impossible without You God. its not ellen, its You who works through me. i really do understand know, that when you put God first, He will bless you more than you are expected. and you wont ever think that all your success is your own victory, its His (:
thank you too for the loveliest people!
to be mentioned: ko ricky, jasmine, benji, paul, peter, pang, stephanie, mum&dad, kakak.
TERIMAKASIH BANYAK! :D :D
dan buat yang masih berjuang, selamat berjuang!
*still cant believe that i spent my day before final without the all-nighters, i slept well :''')*
okay here's to start..
the week was though. ive been dragging myself away from my bed every single morning and off to workshop until its closed *ard 5 probably?* physical and more physical work to do every single day. weather was pretty too last week, sadly i could only taste it maybe for one hour per day? anyhow anyhow, beyond of of those madness happened in workshop, my model was going pretty alright. even on thursday the whole set was kinda finished. yet i felt so anxious about it, you know, that sort of silent panic moment you have in your self, which the brain could not work out the reason. when you know everything is going to be alright but you still cant calm yourself down. friday was still hectic, been lost in hawthorn in the morning. thanks to richard for saving me from my stupidity. and was busy also later on during midday, i cut and heavily sanded a piece of foam whose the dust i hate the most. they are really fine and going straight to your lungs. my day then was closed by attending 'fa gabungan' at church. and straight away when we started the service, i really felt a deep feeling in my heart. i could not explain how, but its when you know that you are longing for something very much, something maybe in the bottom pit of your heart that cries out. i miss God. at one point, i was thinking like, God i want nothing else in this world, no one else, i just like to be here, to be close to You. the sentimental moment came straight to me since i was upstairs too all by myself. God i miss You so much <3
saturday was busy too. i ran back to city halfway through the prayer meeting for inspection. i found this cute little apartment ard city and look forward to move there soon (: it seems like yesterday, i was panicking too finding a place to move out. but i will do it right this time, I know God prepares.
as sunday goes by, my heart is filled with joy, a new hope, love from God to keep me going on. and beach was AWESOME! the most random trip ever! ellen was going to the beach and chilling a day before her final. her uni friends probably willing to kill her.
but yes, thank God again for everything. nothing was my achievement. ellen being organised is completely impossible without You God. its not ellen, its You who works through me. i really do understand know, that when you put God first, He will bless you more than you are expected. and you wont ever think that all your success is your own victory, its His (:
thank you too for the loveliest people!
to be mentioned: ko ricky, jasmine, benji, paul, peter, pang, stephanie, mum&dad, kakak.
TERIMAKASIH BANYAK! :D :D
dan buat yang masih berjuang, selamat berjuang!
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Friday, October 16, 2009
seminggu lagi
at least uda selese satu.
mau nyerah tengah jalan percuma,
tanggung,
encok ngantuk lapar otot, saya datang.
misi berikut: method HARUS kelar weekend ini.
FOLIO harus dimulai weekend ini.
pannacotta mangga harus DIBUAT weekend ini.
ayo el.
ayo len.
ayo.
ps. tadi saya melihat salmon. hahaha.
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Sunday, October 11, 2009
padahal ngga mandi
when there are too many things happening at the same time,
when the future seems vague,
when you feel like your head is going to explode soon,
when you want to run away and hide from everything,
when you feel there is no way out,
when all earthly things have left you dry,
made you sick,
run to Jesus,
call out His name,
and He'll be there (:
as He always be.
and hello funny face!
pengen otak2 ikan bakar. mama saya ingin pulang!
when the future seems vague,
when you feel like your head is going to explode soon,
when you want to run away and hide from everything,
when you feel there is no way out,
when all earthly things have left you dry,
made you sick,
run to Jesus,
call out His name,
and He'll be there (:
as He always be.
and hello funny face!
pengen otak2 ikan bakar. mama saya ingin pulang!
Thursday, October 8, 2009
Sunday, October 4, 2009
11.44
in most of the time when you are alone, you realise that He is the only one you need.
nothing else.
no one else.
nothing else.
no one else.
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