12:12

ellen ure sick u supposed to sleep now.

thanks God for tonight tho (:
for the strength, for the love, for the joy.

suami!!!!

no, pop, i havent figure out who s gonna be my future husband.
scary thought. i know ill need one tho :p

the one who keeps me grounded

what would i be today if i never know YOU?

how scary it is to think that i would have no one to hold and cling on.
im not a super-woman.

nyahaa!

empty labs, sketchbooks and ipod, how nice.

some people think im a freak but my friends dont :D

im just human afterall

i spent the rest of my lovely sunday staying at home, thinking abt the concepts for my premajor work. i didnt go anywhere further, i struggled, i am stressing. if you told me i am pushing it too hard, yes, i admitted.

it is still a part of me being human.
i complain, A LOT.

talked to couple of friends and we re 'crying' over this together via msn. stupid.


well,
God pls slap me *gently, can? :p*
ok,
i shall move on.
i shall sleep.

and be ready for tomorrow.

oh, happy birthday again church! (:

dear God,
i believe that You will work miraculously tonight.
every tongue will confess and everyone will kneel down
and say "You are GOD".

and no one could ever run and hide,
Your glory alone will reign over our lives.


(':

one of those moments

"To understand something is not to be able to define it or describe it. Instead, taking something that we think we already know and making it unknown thrills us afresh with its reality and deepens our understanding of it".

.....

"Even if you lose touch a little with your understanding of design by reading this book, it doesnt mean you know less about design than you did before. It is proof that you have progressed another step deeper into the world of design".
-- Kenya Hara

are you with me?

can i pause the time for some seconds, please?
i wanna sleep and go to wonderland.

iloveuiloveu!

anak2 bodoh yang masih meraba-raba masa depan.
i hope we ll be just fine (:

project ellen #1

3.43pm
and im stuck.
again.


im not so poetic about things but because im a thinker, sometimes i tend to over-think things.




bingung kan?
gw juga.

He is the one who holds tomorrow,
He is the one who holds our hands.

youre my golden-half (:

impossible is fairly normal

uni starts again. YAY!

okay i am probably the only person who is happy to be back to school *again. whatever. i just hate doing nothing everyday, no self project and such. boring.

final year wont be easy as expected. but im up for challenges *wait til i complain abt this in couple of weeks* crazy time in labs and library. and yes, phone calls!
call me freak but who cares, i feel more alive now (:


i thank God for the last sunday.
i thank Him for His words that, again, slap me on my face and wake me up from my misery.
hellooo, who was in it? i am given the best gift ever, Jesus Christ. i do have alot of problem with my brain lately. it didnt want to get a rest even for a night sleep. it kept working on worthless job on creating unnecessary thoughts and delusion. i am such a thinker. this is bad.

in this semester, ill be doing my self-directed study for my pre-major. i was quite lucky to get into class that i wanted, to be supervised by two great designers. and i really like this idea of being independent in learning, like it does in life. i am gonna do a self-directed life study, supervised by God. He could tell me anytime if im going out of track, tell me what to do and not to do, yet I need to create the project brief myself and He ll do proof read first if its worth to do.


and to begin,
lets think abt something impossible.

like making a floating stool.
like drawing the wind.
like eating a house.

like bringing family and friends to salvation?
why do you think it is impossible? Jer 32:27 says "Behold, I am the LORD, the God of all flesh: is there any thing too hard for me?"


there is not.
God is able.

keep praying for our dearest ppl!