..i am a flower quickly fading
here today and gone tomorrow
a wave tossed in the ocean
a vapor in the wind..

..

still you hear me when im calling
Lord, you catch me when im falling
And youve told me who i am..

i am yours.

(:

and day by day start living out the grace and salvation i have received, im truly grateful for whatever things He has trusted me til now. i guess, it is time really to slow down, and look everything from a bigger picture, from His point of view; so that i ll keep trusting Him even when vague-ness and uncertainty occur.

(":

i ll keep going on..

how to be a granny in ten days

1. you still wear a cardigan, even in the sunny day.

2. flat shoes, always flat shoes.

3. you consider buying fresh juice rather than boost.

4. you got headache from too much sun.

5. start knitting, now.

6. you prefer taking notes on your book rather than setting reminder in your phone.

7. you dont check facebook that often anymore.

8. you drink hot ginger tea with honey in a hot day.

9. you always sleep like a baby.

10. you take time to go to the market rather than safeway.

peaceful much?
:D

its simply grace

and again,
im thankful for the realisation who i am as a human being.
how much more i need Your grace in my life, Lord.
i dont think i can keep going on without it :")


everyday, looking at the cross.

pouring thoughts out

no i wouldnt complain about finding a job here, i know it isnt easy. people keep telling me try this and that; i said ill do it once at a time. but this whole thing somehow pressurizing me in such a weird way. again, it isnt about the few-seconds-of-fearful-thoughts i had before i call up some companies, neither because i short in cash *well this is half-true actually*, or maybe is it because people keep telling me to go back for good before i am even trying?

probably combination of all.

i know the biggest treasure in this universe isnt about an awesome career, or self-own shops, or those pretty clothes neither all of the other luxury the world offers. but it also doesnt mean we live carelessly, right? unplanned and impulsive at the same time.

i know im such a huge dreamer. my dreams probably are leaking out of me at this moment. and im okay with it actually. but again, it doesnt mean that i am just gonna sit idle here and hoping that the rest of my life would be just fine. and i do clearly know that what i still i want to pursue is seeing and knowing God more. His thoughts are way beyond my comprehension and His plan is the biggest. this will obviously include pushing myself to read books, spending more time in pondering His Words and taking a time out from whatever things that i can see with these eyes.

and probably before i declare my self as a true Christian, the thing that i need to pursue more now is Jesus Christ Himself. i dont want to be too late for this, if not, im screwed for an eternity :/

if the world we live in now, is this beautiful;
how much more is THE CREATOR!!!


guard and guide my heart Lord,
to see things beyond my worldly eyes.
things that You have prepared for me in Heaven (*:

1111

day one.

spent the whole day browsing through job search engines *.*
mabok.