from the mezzanine

im not really sure how to start this. i havnt written anything for a while and now im just overwhelmed with thankfulness for God Himself who has given me the opportunity to be His servant. no, i dont belong on the stage nor performing my talent in front of the people. i usually stay in this upper mezzanine doing recording, taking pictures from upstairs. no one really knows our existence except those who are on the stage?? yes?

im doing my 'duty' alone most all the time. but occasionally i have companies -- these boys from lighting or mm. and as we do our technical ministry, we only focus on what we do right there. we dont have any direct impact to the people and more or less we are doing documentary. i believe tho, God will bless us through this ministry. as His servant, i still want to do my best for Him no matter what.

but really, seriously, when God's presence takes place. we could not handle ourselves *no, its not because we're literally higher than others we feel like we can touch the Heaven first*. we wanted to jump, to shout, to sing as loud as we can while as well, being considerate the existence of the sound men below us :p

and i just realised this today, to be there, in that box. i could see how the whole church were up in praising the Lord. it's so beautiful, it's breath-taking scenery seeing those young souls so pumped up declaring how mighty Jesus Christ is.

and you boys, it's truly a privilege for me serving God with you all! the basic: the heart that loves the Lord. that's all we need. and no matter how small and seem-ing-ly insignificant our ministries are, i know God sees our heart. and all of those technicalities we perform, were all for Him!

thank you Jesus!

special thanks to the boys:
rio, riki, davin, hendra.
God bless you all!