9 to 9

and God is still working on each one of our hearts.
no matter how slow or quick the growth are, im still far from giving up on you all. thank you Lord for the good reminder today. i would never be able to stop the time, thus i promise i will work harder than ever before. the clock is ticking, everyone should hear about the Gospel! about Jesus Christ who died on the cross and rose again! about the greatest love ever!

spread the love, people (:

back home

note from milano city:

all we need is a big big heart that can contain things, the good and the bad.

a good laugh is the ultimate cure after a long and tiring day.

arrogance will take you somewhere you are not supposed to be.

no matter how good your plan is, God's always better (:


photos are coming up next!
:D

a day to go

i will try not to be so much 'katrok' in this post, i'll try.

here i go. it's only 2 nights away from my trip to milan that i have plan since more than a year ago. to be honest, i don't feel much excitement as people expect. i have heard enough statements of i can NOT. im so ready to have this not happening. but God wrote me a different story; as i am being as i am now, is all truly His work. i can't boast about anything in myself, not a single thing about my achivement, personality or behavior. i was in a total mess -- i even found myself as a horrible person at some point.

yet, God still show me His kindness; giving me this little opportunity to present my work in such an event. i don't have anything else to say except: thank you. He has told me not to be blinded by what this world can offer. He has taught me not to fall into temptations that could leave me into destruction. He has covered me with His love so i can trust Him for what He planned. and somehow i know that things will be alright in His hand.

now, im ready to go, along with Holy Spirit who will take care of my heart.
and for any other things: i have trusted all in You.


excited? not today,
maybe i will tomorrow.

tape records

there is always a meaning behind every thing
that we may not understand til quite some time
and as the brain could not comprehend
'it will be just fine'
endless questions would be asked
why why why
then cry cry cry
for what is it, Lord?
as if im catching the wind
He didnt say anything
cause He wanted to teach me something

“for my thoughts are not your thoughts,
neither are your ways my ways,'
declares the LORD.
'as the heavens are higher than the earth, 
so are my ways higher than your ways
and my thoughts than your thoughts'

and He is always right,
always.

life with a substance

i believe it is more than just a good career,
more than a grant achievement,
more than a super duper rich bf,
more than just smart arses' conversations,
more than hours of voluntary works at church,

it is about you and God.
you and your dearest friends.
and some stupid, eventful and breath-taking moments that do NOT happen everyday.


life for me is far behind that, yet
i am thankful for mine.

when i don't know how

i share my deepest thought with You.

update from today

what can i say? my day started at 7.30 am, i spent 6 hours of my day wandering ard to get my photo taken for indo's id card. then, opened my mouth for 2.5 hours for the dentist whom i have to meet again tomorrow. then, watched tv's show abt successful people under 30, feeling slightly useless and now sitting here writing my blog.

another facts; it was raining heavily in sby today.
big earthquake and tsunami hit japan today.


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ive been thinking of my useless-ness in these past few days since i set my feet on indoland until, again, He reminds me:
'therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. is not life more than food, and the body more than clothes?' -- matt 6:25