and i just want to give thanks for every single thing happened in my life (:

in thousand times, i have reminded my self to be grateful for everything. it is easy to do when you re in a good condition, yet when things are not going according to your will, you will start to complain and whine. and yes, it is true, that keeping your faith when things arent so good is not easy. you ve pushed to make a decision and you struggled a lot thinking if you made the right one. but hey, when you re close to God, He would guide you thru. He will speak to You as long as You cling on Him. and be patient enough, cause one day, you ll see the fruit of whatever thing you have planted. never did i think to be evil? i used to do it all the time *woo watch out* but hey, that was the devil talking to me and i should not listen to him. my God wants me to do good, even tho it is not a pleasant thing for me, it confront my ego, it may make me looks weak, it needs a whole lot of courage to do, it is HARD. but, but God, You have been so faithful to me. You have changed me day by day to who i am today. and i believe that i still need to be fixed by You continuously cause my feet are still trembled occasionally. and when i see the fruit of what You have told me to do, i can only praise Your name for that. Your work is miraculous and beyond my thoughts. so in every moment i say, Lord i dont understand; touch my heart o Father, give me the faith to believe, to hold on, thus i will say: "i wont worry cause everything is going to be amazing!"


and again Jesus,
THANK YOU.


Gal 6:9 "let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up".

uni days

not so sure if i would miss this sort of day later.

cause my feet are tiny and my eyes cant see far

i need someone to guide me through all things.
and Jesus, you ve found me (*:

now, use me according to Your will.

hidup jangan egois

kita cuman numpang idup di sini bentar aja, sambil banyak barengannya.

hehehe

i know You change each one of us day by day :D
You re keeping Your promises.

things i forget alot, when i heard 'Jesus love is super great for you' 'His grace is more than enough' 'He works in His own miraculous way' i would say AMEN to all of that, but do i really have that conviction?

prayer tower is just gonna be a routine if i never mean things i said there.

and i thank God, really really thank Him that His Holy Spirit reminded me once again; that He has been super good in my life, that me, who is very stubborn, abit cocky, and slack can be changed to i am now. i dont say that im perfect now, i still have a lot of flaws. even a simple thing as to love people sincerely, i still cant do it. i am frustrated.

but it is true dearests, His grace is truly abundant for us. one thing we forget alot is that His grace is available to everyone, not only for me, not only for you, but everyone! every single soul and human being who believe. and again, i cried out for more. i did feel very sad to remember all my friends who have not know who Jesus really is. yet somehow, i have a glimpse of hope, that You Lord can make the impossible to be possible. Who knows that someday when You call them, they will hear Your voice clearly, and so that they will truly see. Jesus is alive, Jesus loves them so much.

thus now, i wont stop praying. for you people. God has given me a chance to know you all. i am truly grateful for that. and Holy Spirit, please guide me, teach me to speak the words of love, teach me how to tell them the good news. cause they deserve to know, they have to know.

someday it ll happen, someday You ll bring them back to you.
*this post is super messy, will do the editing later*

dear melbourne

cerah dikit dong.

thanku dyy!

'to everything there is a season, a time for every purpose under the heaven. i know whatever God does, it shall be forever. nothing can be added to it and nothing can be taken from it. God does it, that men should fear before Him' - Eccl 3:1, 14

makanya jangan kebanyakan parno lu, last semester d uni, plislah len, nyantai~
He's doing His part in your life now (:

annoying habit

seriously, i got so sick of my own habit lately.
they drove me nuts. i cant believe i keep doing these to myself :x



oh btw, marc pascal is.... indescribable.
i love weird ppl tho (;